BPD Sucks.
Being a borderline (Like me) Your whole life is a game of guesses, you never know who your friends are, where you stand, how people feel about you, because you are always second guessing, every little detail. Their eye twitched slightly, does that mean they hate me? Am I annoying them? Or does it just itch?
We don't know, because we can't know, we don't read minds! But yet, we are dangerously perceptive, often knowing when something bad is coming, half the time, we don't know what, but we know it's coming.